Monday, September 05, 2005

Mean today

I'm feeling mean today, not lost, not blown away.Just irritated and quite hated, my self control breaks down.Why's everything so tame?I'm fabricating and debating who I'm gonna kick around.
I can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you.
I feel it scratch inside and I want to slash and beat you.
I rip apart the things inside that excited you.
I can't control myself because I fucking hate you.
I'm feeling cold today, not hurt but just fucked away: I'm devastated and frustrated.
So why'd I feel the need? I think it's time to bleed maybe just cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground.
No, actually if you open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it…


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